Hello Blog World

did you think i'd fallen off the planet? gotten stuck in quick sand? perhaps been flushed down the toilet?

those would be really awful fates wouldn't they?!

none of those things happened. after dad died i just needed some time to think, to breath, to do a lot of crying. i focused a little more on my family and just generally tried to get through the day. things are getting better. i usually cry just once a day now, which is a big improvement. i feel more like me. different, but closer to the same. does that even make sense? anywho- i decided it might be time to come back to blogging (irregularly of course) because i really have missed it. so you'll be seeing me more often around here. yay!